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24 novembre Life is a fairytale?fαιяутαℓє σя иσт؟
Ya... Ok I know I haven't posted on this thing in a long time.. so I figured I'd update you all on my life....
So I'm living in Quebec now with my best friend Julie.... life's pretty good.. I suppose.... I learned very quickly that drama and bullshit is єνєяуωнєяє ..... although it's really not as bad as it was in New Brunswick I'm still involved in it.... but what's different this time... is I'm not letting it bother me... whatsoever.... I just don't care anymore.... I'm going to live my life... and be happy... no matter what it takes....
I really miss everyone back in New Brunswick but I've made a few friends here and they're great.... we tend to play α ℓσт of pool... and for some reason I win quite a bit.... by lucky anyway... haha....
well anyway I don't really have much of importance to say at all.... so untill next time...
Take care everyone!
luv ya's!
-нєαтнєя- 10 settembre Don't you wish you were dead like me?Hello people.... It's been awhile and a lot has been going on I suppose...
school started again.. and it blows.... I've skipped twice so far and we've only had 4 days of classes.... great start to my year huh?! Well I'm done with it.. I have to graduate and all that shit...
Travis was out of his house for a few days and I feel bad cause I know there's NOTHING I can do to help him... I really wish I could.... it sucks.. I luv him to death and it's hard to watch such a great person go through such hell...
My parents are still fighting constantly and it sucks so much.. I wanna leave this house soooo damn bad... but I have to stay and finish high school... once I graduate I'm gone... never to return.. I live in the middle of hell... I suppose it could be worse... but it could also be A LOT better.. I luv my mom to death and I hate my father... he's a pompous asshole... anyone wanna adopt me?!?!? Hmmm?! Anyone?.... no?.... fine.. I get it.. *lol*
Went to the FREX tonight it was a lot of fun.. I've decided my favourite ride is the zipper... and Natty is my "Zipper Buddy" *lol* I can't wait to go next year.. but it'll be better... I'm gonna start saving for the event now... *lol* gonna have a lot of fun..
Anyway.. I'm off...
Tootles!
-Heather-
27 agosto stuck with the familyhahaha... Just kidding I'm at Amanda's for the night and yes she is my family... not by blood but same difference.. I luv her to death and I'm having a great time ehere... Alcohol slushies all the way... hehehe... so Life's kinda boring lately... I got my happy pills... w00t w00t... the apartment warming party should be fun.... =o) I was going to rant and rave about something that was bothering me... but then I realized... nothing's bothering me at the moment... life is perfect... somewhat... well as perfect as it's going to get... *lol* nothing's perfect.... I finally got tunnels today... w00t... up to a size 4... I don't think I'll go any further then that though.. and plus I like my new tunnels.. they're pretty and red.... school's starting soon... gawd damn mother fucking fuck... I hate it.. I just realized how much I love the summer days.. of being lazy and doing fuck all.... but I suppose I need my edumacation... only one year left... thank gawd... then I'm gonna either get an apartment here in Oro... or move far...far away...
anyway I'm done for tonight.. I'll be home again tomorrow around 12.... call me...
-Heather- 21 agosto Let's talk about sex baby, Let's talk about you and meok so yea.. I'm almost rid of mono.. I have the sniffles and some weird unexplainable hearing loss in one ear... I don't know so don't ask.. *lol* I'm actually enjoying the single life I mean I have time for my friends which is my whole life... I don't know what I'd do without them... I love them so much... even the one's I don't get to see.. I miss everyone that isn't here and I wish I could see everyone... all of my friends past and present... but I doubt that's ever gonna happen... So school's starting soon... I hate to say it but I'm kinda glad.. I mean it's my last year (Thank gawd) and I wanna meet new people and enjoy my last year at shitty OHS... as much as I can enjoy it.. I mean after all it is school... it can't be that great... *lol* so family life sucks at the moment and I think it's going to continue to suck... but there's nothing I can do about it so I just have to suffer through it... life goes on.. whether we want it to or not... more so not... *lol* I wish I could find a boy who wanted to stay around longer then a month... it sucks I mean there must be something wrong with me that drives them all away... I don't get it... it must be the gay boys.. I sware they're like straight boy repelent... I don't mind though cause I love my fags... haha... so says the fag hag... *lol*
well anyway that's all for now...
-Heather- 16 agosto what a lovely day to tell you to... Fuc|< OFFHaha... sorry to seem bitter there... but my life's going to shit lately... Dan and I broke up almost two weeks ago now... not that I'm upset about that or anything I'm actually fine with it...I kinda like the fact that I'm single... before my mom left she told me she wanted to divorce my dad and that she doesn't know if she loves him anymore.... but who could blame her.... how could anyone love him?! oh and to top this all off.... I got Mono!!!! Aren't I just the luckiest person in the world?! *lol* so yea.. I think I'm stuck in PJ on my couch for the rest of summer... which really sucks....
Anyway.. I'm off to watch more T.V.
Tootles!
-Heather- 05 luglio All I Can Say Is... My Life Is Pretty PlainOk so life lately has been GREAT!!! *lol* I met this great guy... he's straight.. he's pretty...
and he likes me...
 He's going to university... I'm pretty sure everyone likes him... I hope so anyway... He makes me soooo damn happy... (Corey u better not turn him gay...*lol*) We've been together for about a week now... I know that's not that long but I have a good feeling about this one... I can see myself being with him for a long time... even though he's moving out west in like a year or two... who knows... maybe if we're still together then I'll go with him.... haha.... besides he's going to be an engineer.. which means he's gonna be making crazy amounts of money... *lol* pffft... it's not about the money though.. I really do like him.. it's odd... I mean I tell him things that I would never.. or never have been able to tell any of the other guys I've dated or have been close with. It's a bit scary... but it's good scary... keeps me interested...I can joke around with him too.. which is a great thing... he has an odd sense of humour... but it's nice... He's very open too... he talks about anything that pops into his head... ugh... he makes me smile sooo much... but I hate that.. because I know if things don't work out... which I hope they do... that I'm going to get hurt really...really bad.... but for now...everythings great, I'm loving life and I'm actually happy....Anyway I'm off...
Tootles!
 -Heather- 12 giugno Summer!!!Wow am I ever glad school's over... Only have exams left.. I can't wait for it to be all over I won't have to go to school and put up with all the drama.. I won't have to talk to the people I don't want to talk to.. and I can just disappear for days and days... I'm pretty sure a few people would be damn happy about that...and you know wut... that's ok cause so am I... Life's been going ok lately... a few minor problems but hey, wut else is new.. right?! Everyone has their problems... My dad left today!! Yesssss!!! *lol* I'm so happy... I love him but fuk does he annoy me... I only have 2 driver's ed classes left and I think I'm gonna get my beginners next week sometime hopefully, The sooner I write the test the sooner I get my full license!!! WooHoo!! I can't wait to drive... (Stay in your houses people) well anyway.. I'm off!! Tootles! -Heather- 05 giugno AngerOk... I'm so damn sick of this shit... Honestly... why don't you just fuck off and die.. I can't change wut I did and I can't stop feeling sorry for it... but if you guys can't accept it.. then u know wut... fuck you! I'm sorry I have to be a bitch about this... but fuck.. you leave me no choice... yes I probably did some stupid shit at that party and yes.. I'm sorry about it... but my god do you not get the fact that I don't like him.. I don't want him... and right now I want nothing to do with the both of you! Aparently he hates me and never wants to speak to me again... and it was soooo nice of him to tell me this to my face.. I had to find out through someone else.. just like everything else.... I'm sorry that you've both seemed to go through so much because of one stupid little thing I did... that shouldn't be as big of a deal as it is... but you know wut... I can't do ANYTHING about it now... so I wish you both the best of luck.. and if I told you all of the things that I knew... life wouldn't be so damn peachy for you... and untill you realize how dumb and immature this shit is... I'm done with you... Goodbye! 29 maggio David's PartyOk.. so yea.. I went to David's party and I got fucked up beyond belief.. I had a fuckin great time though.. I completely molested John's Cousin Will.. and I enjoyed every minute of it... and I'm pretty sure he did too.. I hope.. I kinda regret the fact that I couldn't keep my damn shirt on and everyone saw my tits... but hey shit happens and noone seemed to mind... I really wanna have another party soon and hopefully have someone to touch again... and maybe I'll get laid... haha... right.. like that would ever happen... Anyway that's enough for now...
22 maggio ConfusingWow this MSN space thing is fuked up... call me dumb but I can't figure it out... I will though eventually so yes it's not really worth looking at right now... but it will be!
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